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okay.. wow its been 2 years since ive posted..

but the update is i dated another guy after kevin..

a guy that ive known for years josh.. to get over kevin.. but then i fell for him.. he cheated he lied..n he was a huge asshole. he was majorly bi-polar. he thretened to hit me all the time.. and WAS VERY EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE.. and physical once.. so i finally broke it off after 8 months of heartbreak. oh and he was a pot head.. jeez i keep finding the same kind of guys. ravyn pretty much helped me through it .. but now were not friends anymore.. cause she was not a true friend..

well neways now. im dating another guy named matt we've been dating since oct. 6 for about 4 months... i met him doing the same thing i did with josh.. trying to date matt to get over josh... well it worked partially im over josh for the most part. but hes a dope head also.. and has fucked up my car costing me over 1000 dollars.. im so pissed i keep finding fucking losers i swear...and he got my brother smoking weed again... i want to break up with him ... but then i dont.. cause ive fallen again. UGHHH IM ALWAYS IN THE SAME POSITION.. 3rd time now. well neways he also lives me with now.. yeh my gmaw let him move in. they liked him in the begginning .. now they like hate him.. i want him gone... IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR JUST TO FIND A GOOD GUY??????? HHUH I MEAN COME ONN..
heres some more news...

NEWS:
Jessica got married
Ravyns still a whore
my dad still drinks
my bro hasnt changed but just graduated YCP
i graduated high school working 2 jobs walgreens and bass pro starting tues.
my gmaw still OCD
still dating a asshole.... that i want to break up with
i got a car and my bro got a car
my dad is still carless (oh yeh he totalled his)
my bf lives with me.
I WANT to MOVE out.
oh and destany ross got shot
matt got me a promise ring
and thats all i know at the moment

il write more later

Current Mood: pissed off

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